I feel this is a dream worth noting.
I went to a pawn shop I apparently frequent. The owner asked if I was there to sell more gold and I said no, that I wanted to buy some instead this time and rebuild my collection. So I started looking through a selection of nuggets to see what I wanted. I was thinking I couldn't afford it but I had to do it. I had a case with me that contained silver jewelry, mostly junk. There were a few pieces he wanted. There was another guy working there and we all started chatting about things like houses and what I had been going through. He offered to buy the house I was renting so I could pay a lower rent and get rid of him finally. I was over the moon.
I was walking around a small town I was visiting and came across a gal who was headed in the same direction. She wanted to go to the pawn shop but I was sure they were closed today. We walked up to it and it was. So we went to this little store, like a general store, and were wandering around. When we came across the pawn shop owners. The main guy was older, more Wilfred Brimley like but the younger one, I was attracted to and I thought maybe the feeling was mutual. I was very obviously flirting with him and he kept being very shy and distant. I tried to get him into a conversation and he just acted very not interested. I was going over and over in my head why this could be. I was telling my friend all my attributes and she was agreeing thinking maybe he is just intimidated.
This dream is very reflective of what is going on and not only that but gives me a sense of what I need to be doing. That what I am doing is the right thing.
I feel I finally have some sort of validation and today, today is going to be a new "rest of my life".
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